slip under and lock me away
tie my throat closed
and bind my limbs together
dont let me move
dont let me think
you can beat me until i slip under
and it wont make a difference
the cold of the dark..
it scares me
and it comforts me
help me, hurt me
tie me tighter
and lock me away in the cold
dont let me think of my own failures
dont let me hurt myself
theres no pleasure in that
is there?
these questions are worthless
just as my tears have been
and yet they still fall
hell, i cant help it
im only human
a tiny insignificant insect
crawling on this earth to please
dwelling in my own sorrow
drowining in the pit i threw myself in
purpously
for my own amusement
why wont you react
do something, say someting
give me a reaction
dont you care
you wanted me to hurt and i am
more than i wanted
my regrets and pains are getting to be
almost too much
do something
end it?
anything
end you?
i dont care
end me?
final blow…. your call
