it hurts
it burns
but it wont bleed
i look at myself
and im not satisfied
i dont want the pain
i want the blood
the amount of cuts is never enough
its midnight
im tired
but i dont want to sleep
im scared
im hurt
but deep down
i am afraid to die
im nervous
it burns more
i just want the blood
is that too much to ask?
the razor
to me
my wrist
my stomach
shoulders
hips
legs
heart
anything
i hate the pain
i want the blood
