Save Me From Myself

Desire what you cannot have, and create an unknown misery...

i know iv been a jerk

and iv ruined everything that could have been

but i just want you to know

that i regret what i did back then

i wish i could have kissed you

told you how i felt

done anything to make up for

the cards that i had dealt

i look back at us and see this

what your saying now these days

but every time i hear them

it leaves my eyes a haze

i don’t know if you still care

or if its just my head

but i wish that you knew

that everyday i wanted to be dead

i was happy with you

even though it didn’t last

but speaking to you again

has brought me to the past

if you could look back on those days

would you take the chance

like you say you would today

that maybe we could dance

i seem so selfish wishing this

it may never be meant-to-be

but i just have one true request….

could you please forgive me

8 months ago